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getting some shit out of the way before it haunts me

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released January 16, 2017

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Track Name: big mouth
is it too much to say
"i feel im walking on eggshells"

i havent been in the best shape
since last year

it seems like
im pissing everybody off

ill get out

am i too weak cause i cry
when i cant catch my breath?

im sure you've heard it already
im kind of an open book

just living is a pain on it's own

ill get out
ill get out

could it be wrong to dream about escaping
(i do it most days)
or maybe sad or pathetic
or some other thing
then again, i should know
i've been there before

am i too weak cause i cry
when i cant catch my breath?

it's happened enough already
i don't need to say it again

so be mad, i wont mind
it's been a crazy year
somehow we'll find happiness
probably not here

at the end of the day,
i try to go to sleep

recollect myself
under heavy breaths

i can't sleep without the fan turned high, oh

am i too weak cause i cry
when i cant catch my breath?

i'm kinda beneath all this pressure
when no one will see me drown

why? why? why?

could it be wrong to dream about escaping?
(i do it most days)
when i can't move from my bedroom
and i start to think
"then again, i should know
i've been there before"

am i too weak cause i cry
when i cant catch my breath?

im growing so tired of living
i know its too early for that

(am i too weak cause i cry
when i cant catch my breath?)
(i will escape one day or
atleast i hope)

is it too much to say
"i feel im walking on eggshells"

i havent been in the best shape
since last year

it seems like
im pissing everybody off

it seems like
im pissing everybody off
Track Name: st. cloud
i think i forgot to pack my lunch today
one more inconvenience to add to my list
i've ran out of room for a bullet point so
ill remember to write it on another page

like kids who were left at the grocery store aisle
or leftovers sitting in the fridge for a week
i'm losing respect for myself every day
i'm lucky i remembered to shower at least

my eyes hurt from the florida heat
and these headaches i'm having get worse every day
but i can explain

its humid, damp, and hazy in a city like this
for once i would like to feel a breeze in the air
not just for a minute but a full day instead
what else can i do than to wait when it comes

i think i forgot how to tie my own shoe
im far too exhausted from an hour of work
if i closed my eyes would they fire me then
well nihilists can make a good point sometimes

my eyes hurt from the florida heat
and these headaches i'm having get worse every day
but i can explain
Track Name: y'know if i were to die right now, in some sort of fiery explosion due to the carelessness of a friend (well, that'd just be okay)
there's nothing more than to go to sleep
i guess i'll go to bed
i guess i'll just go
Track Name: j'ai une âme solitaire
a wave had taken a guppy so swiftly.
the last thing he saw
was his friends he left behind without a goodbye

as the current had swept him away
far to the deep
he gained one too many scars
before he came back

and all the other fishfolk
didnt lend a fin
he kept to himself.

about two years without a friend, to call his friend
he had this need to impress everyone around
he had shelter in a bottle cap that he could barely fit in
he thought as he slept:

"i wanna get this banged-up body back in shape
and i never wanna grow old
and i wanna turn back time

well i never was a looker was i?
and i've got nothing to make up for it
guess thats how ill be

but everybody's got a purpose
though nobody knows what.
except for me,
poor me

i dont blame you, i wouldnt approach me either"

and he said

"it's no secret,
i want to be liked
by everyone i meet

oh but who would care?
i know i try too hard"

i feel pretty sick to my guts
i wish i didnt feel this way
your approval is all i want

please validate me
please validate me
please